September 23 to October 23

[meirwen_1988]

The essential wrongness of the universe is tearing at me in places and ways I cannot seem to touch or bandage or heal.

He is supposed to be here.

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[sleepyunicorn.livejournal.com]

It's a horrible feeling of having a hole in me, in my whole life. It overcomes at the worst times.
Knowing how much, much worse it must be for you & Rowan, and knowing I can't help, I still offer you my hand and my hugs.
We cannot replace his support for any of us, but all of us together can still hold.