September 23 to October 23

[meirwen_1988]

The essential wrongness of the universe is tearing at me in places and ways I cannot seem to touch or bandage or heal.

He is supposed to be here.

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[baronernst.livejournal.com]

I was heralding EK Coronation the weekend of the funeral and found myself unexpectedly reading the Rolls of Kings and Queens of the East. When I came to his name I choked and just couldn't continue.

It does no good to tell you that some of us understand your pain and feel your loss or even that some of us have been through it, too. The pain doesn't really lessen, we merely learn to live with it and not let it show after a while.

Spider Robinson's mantra is that pain shared is lessened and joy shared is increased. Share it all with us and we'll do what little we can, especially from this distance, to help.

If nothing else, remember that you are dearly loved by so many, both you and Ro. Dearly, deeply and unconditionally. You have my love, my sympathy, my empathy and an open call on unlimited hugs.