September 23 to October 23

[meirwen_1988]

The essential wrongness of the universe is tearing at me in places and ways I cannot seem to touch or bandage or heal.

He is supposed to be here.

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[blairya.livejournal.com]

You and Ro are constantly in my thoughts. I can imagine your pain - the wrongness of his not being where he is supposed to be. Seeing something and turning to tell him to look - only he's not there. Hearing a story and thinking "I'll have to tell him..." only you can't. Being in the house, seeing the places he's supposed to be sitting, standing, sleeping... I wish I could take some of your pain myself so you would have rest from it. All I can do for you is send love. So - Love.
I'm here if there is anything else I can do.

-Caryl