You are hitting one of the hardest parts right now. Enough time has passed that the rest of the world has moved on, but you are still raw and bleeding and cannot. It's hard to understand how other people can continue with their lives as if everything was normal when you know that the universe has fundamentally changed in a hideous way. You want to scream, can't they see it? Are they blind? Don't they understand that the main pillar of your world has been torn away?

It's no consolation to know that things will get better eventually, because you are stuck in "now". But if it's helpful, grasp at that straw, however flimsy it is, and believe it if you can bring yourself to do so.

I wish I had more to give than virtual hugs.